where is my passion at?
i'm feeling down.
feeling down because i don't feel any passion.
i don't feel any drive, motivation or confidence in doing anything anymore.
i'm trying to feel the passion again.
passion in things i like to do, passion in my interests, passion in my work. passion in my life.
i want to have a good job, a job that i will be good in and love.
i want to have confidence in things i do again. i wanna believe in me again.
i don't even have any savings. living week by week sucks.
i remember i have lots of passion when i was in college and uni. believing i can do anything.
but it is all gone now. i need to find my passion again.
i need to do something with my life. i need to adapt. i need to change.
i need to ignite the fire in me again. big time!
4 Comments:
Ahhh... that feeling sucks... I can only imagine what you're going through right now Darren. Hope this sucky period will pass soon for you... but whatever it is, don't lose your confidence, you're better than you think you are, hugs hugs
thanks jas. that means alot. thank u! hugs!
Just the song to leave you with, another emo favourite - On Fire by Switchfoot
Tell you where you need to go
Tell you who you need to be
Tell you what you need to know
Tell you when you�ll need to leave
But everything inside you knows
Says more than what you�ve heard
So much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words
Chorus:
And you�re on fire
When he�s near you
You�re on fire
When he speaks
You�re on fire
Burning at these mysteries
Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be... (near you)
Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I�ll take
Chorus:
When I�m on fire
When you�re near me
I�m on fire
When you speak
And I�m on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...
I�m standing on the edge of me (x3)
I�m standing on the edge
Chorus:
And I�m on fire
When you�re near you
I�m on fire
When you speak
(yea) I�m on fire
Burning at these mysteries...
Hi there, hope you still remember who I am. Yeah, that feeling sucks - I've been there before, ands still have those occasionally.
I graduated around mid last-year, and I'm a research assistant right now under my previous thesis lecturer. I've been RA for almost a year and will be starting my masters next semester. In the meantime, I've turned down a lucrative job offer at HSBC and watched most of you guys starting to work.
Me - I'm in between work/study and not sure really sure how my future will work out. At times I wonder too whether I'm wasting my life and time away, and whether it was the right thing to turn down the HSBC job then. What keeps me going now is remembering was why I turn it down initially, and why I chose my course of study in the first place?
My point is, perhaps you could reflect back what were those dreams you had? To design award-winning ads? To lead a comfortable life and settle down in NZ?
Try this post:
http://www.getrichslowly.org/blog/2006/07/01/what-do-you-want-to-do-with-your-life/
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