Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Asal Emo?

OHMYFREAKINGGOD...

I feel so, so, so....emo! My mind is dead right now but my body is still up and running...


I don't know why I am still awake when I should already be in bed right now. Fell asleep on the chair infront of the computer again...


Just one of those days again. When you feel the loneliness, aimlessness, the I couldn't careless attitude, no drive or motivation to do anything at all...


What is happening to me?! I guess this is a sign of getting old...


Maybe? Maybe not...


I think all I need is someone to smack me so hard that I....I....I can't even think what I wanted to say already...


SIGH
.SIGH.sigh.sigh...


All I can do now is go to bed, have a sweet dream about someone and wake up the next morning wishing and hoping that I could be the person I always wanted to be and do the things I always wanted to do. And maybe soon enough
I'll be that happy, crazy, optimistic boy again.


Alright..didn't mean to scare anyone...no worries...just the other side of me speaking. Darren is alive, well and kicking. He'll be back tomorrow. Promise! =)
By the way, I'm currently waiting for my visa extension. Mine expires on 18 August 2006. Wish me luck!

18 Comments:

At 9/8/06 3:21 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

that's why ... stop wanking so much man ... can make u blind wey ... lolz ... good luck ... emo again ?? grab a cig and start puffing ..

 
At 9/8/06 8:55 AM , Blogger Darren said...

what kind of friend are you?! ask me start smoking...tsk tsk...lol

 
At 9/8/06 11:48 AM , Blogger redphayze said...

whoa darren...

mebbe ur getting in touch with ur PMS side now :p

 
At 9/8/06 2:23 PM , Blogger Jasemaine said...

As much as I don't want to.. GOOD LUCK IN YOUR VISA APPLICATION (sincerely wish you one ok)

hehehe

Emo darren huh.. all I can say is it will come to pass.. just hang in there.. ya know sometimes I feel it's good to have emo times as it makes us appreciate the better happier times we have.. kind of.. :)

*SMACK*

 
At 9/8/06 3:31 PM , Blogger Genial said...

hehehe,I had trouble sleeping that night too ;).Good thing we had subway =).

GOOD LUCK!!

 
At 9/8/06 4:56 PM , Blogger Darren said...

Cor..I PMS-ing now..hehe my feminine side is coming out...

Jas..thanks for the luck! hehe..I will come back soon lar..don't miss me so much! hahaha ... thanks for smacking me too..today wake up I already forgotten about everything already ..hehehe

Gjin...no wonder you look so tired as well. We should have lunch more often.

 
At 9/8/06 10:46 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

*SMACK* Here.. the smack you wanted :P

 
At 9/8/06 11:00 PM , Blogger Sher Mayne said...

wahaha! i think it's a sign of old age... nvm, let this young one here smack u.. *smack* *smack*

*runs away nd hide*

 
At 9/8/06 11:23 PM , Blogger Darren said...

hahhahaha..

wahh...when there is a chance to smack me ...everyone taking the opportunity to do it...hehhehe

but since i asked for it ..then it is okie.

Shermayne...u can come back out now...

Thye sim..U MIA already ar?

 
At 10/8/06 3:37 AM , Blogger ads said...

Thye sim is always missing in action. Gone to Melbourne, hide in his hole. Then wait for someone to save him. So typical. Unlike the 'Tom' we see in the movies. Always the 'hero'. Haha. haha! Gosh. *Smacks*.... *smacks* .... *SMACKS*!! ..basket.. you're still doing it. *punch* For good measure.
=)
Well, if you didn't get your monthly 'emoness' then, we all would start worrying. There would be a high possibility that you missed it and I'd hate to know who the father is.
=p

 
At 10/8/06 7:27 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

yo man good luck with the application..

call me if you are feeling lonely late at night darling..hahaha

 
At 10/8/06 8:35 AM , Blogger Darren said...

ad...dont make me sound like gay man..hehehe but thanks for the smacking..not one but few..hhehe

lih xiang..its okie lar..thanks for the offer! lol

 
At 10/8/06 5:07 PM , Blogger ads said...

well, it definitely wasn't me who made the MOST gay comment on your blog. Look above... the 'darling' says it all. hahaha.

 
At 10/8/06 10:22 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm not missing.. still here. Wey Ads wait for you to save ar? hehe

 
At 11/8/06 8:53 AM , Blogger Darren said...

enough enough...dont fight my gay brothers.

heheh

 
At 12/8/06 6:34 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

plz...darren trying to start a new begining in a new blog..so i think its enough of gayness in d pass blog...haha..darren..im gonna give u a chop in ur arse..and make sure u wear white...yo good luck in amplication...oh ya..darren pms is much more related to..ARse pain..more into free flow...and tissues....wahaha..

 
At 13/8/06 11:09 PM , Blogger Ying Swan said...

yeah good luck for ur application! remember to tell us when u get it ya! Fingers cross all the way. =0)

 
At 14/8/06 8:33 AM , Blogger Darren said...

chee foong...hehe remember our version of pms? hehehe

ying swan..thanks for the luck! I am waiting eagerly man

 

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