Sunday, September 24, 2006

Random

I realized that I am actually afraid of commitment.

Afraid of uncertainty.

Afraid of the unknown.

I don't know why but I just do. Afraid to take my chances and put all the doubts and worries behind and just follow my heart.

I can tell you to follow your heart and enjoy the ride, but I can't. I can't.

I'm afraid I would make the same mistakes again. Going into something for all the wrong reasons and in the end, the only thing that is left are broken hearts.

Envy those who found love and happiness. Those who dare to take the leap, dare to follow their hearts and leave the rest behind. I respect you guys. Only can wish them the best.

I just don't know what to do. I'm a mess. But I guess we are all human afterall. Aren't we?

11 Comments:

At 24/9/06 3:04 PM , Blogger Zafirah said...

"the essential sadness is to go through life without loving, but it will be equally sad to leave this world without ever telling those you love that you love them" -anonymous-

"love is never lost.if not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify your heart" -washington irving-

 
At 24/9/06 3:05 PM , Blogger Zafirah said...

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At 24/9/06 6:05 PM , Blogger redphayze said...

*hugs*

 
At 24/9/06 11:01 PM , Blogger Sher Mayne said...

cheer up la mr.darren :D Be brave yah!! u real man already marr...You can do it! :)

 
At 25/9/06 10:21 AM , Blogger Darren said...

i am good lar..thank u zaf, cor n sher mayne! =) me is fine!

 
At 25/9/06 4:56 PM , Blogger Genial said...

Ppl who have found love and happiness does not mean that they will always have it.It needs hard work and courage, just like how you need it to take any leap. I will and keep on leaping, and I will and keep on being happy :). And trust me, it is WorTh every hard work you put into. But that wan won't come in till later la

chill bro, gotta try before you buy :p

Thanks for the wish!Hugzz...

 
At 26/9/06 11:52 AM , Blogger c.ho said...

It's not called bravery.. It's called stupidity and blindness. ^.^.

Take it from me.. I do think.. then the thinking becomes too much.. And I just do what I feel is right. It isn't always the right thing. BUt heck.. a bit of feel and blind courage helps. Lol... Just jump. If you don't jump. You won't learn. People learn from mistakes.. Therefore, what's life without making mistakes? A life without learning...

Omgoodness.. I am philosophical!! Now that's new. Go.. JUMP

 
At 28/9/06 12:45 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

dear darren, at the risk of sounding insensitive, i am only mildly interested in the fact that you can't commit, etc (or shud it be blah blah blah...?).

what i am hugely interested in is, the comment that was deleted.

KAHKHAKHA.wonder what that was all about? *scratches head*

 
At 28/9/06 8:35 AM , Blogger Darren said...

lol...it was nothing lar..the deleted one..it is a repeat of the first comment by zaf. it was posted twice...

stupid...hehehe =)

Christine...i jumped!

 
At 29/9/06 1:10 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

cis, takde scandal langsung. tido lagi baik.

 
At 29/9/06 12:11 PM , Blogger Darren said...

saje lar u ..nak scandal scandal

 

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